[POETRY] I Hate..

I Hate..

 

 

I hate when I can’t come straight to hug you,
when I’m excited and wanna let you know how happy I am..
I hate when I can’t find your shoulder to cry on,
when I’ve lost my energy to stand up on my own feet..

I hate when you can’t be by my side to walk with me,
and let other guys think twice before asking me to go out..
I hate when you tell me about a mysterious call coming to you,
and I even can’t see what number it is..

I hate it when I have to sleep or watch movies to wash away my bad mood,
instead of calling you at noon to tell you about everything..
I hate at that time I have to wait so long till you coming back from the office at night,
just to hear you say through phone: “everything will just be all right..”

I hate to wait so long before I can hold your hand when you drive,
and tell you a funny story of mine..,
In that way, I can hear your guffaw of  Ha-Ha! and see how you can’t stand it,
even you’ve to hold your stomach and hardly keep the wheel in the right direction..

I saw the shooting stars,
and made a wish to bring you here..
I hate when I found out that nothing happened,
and finally start to think that the legend is a lie..

I hate when I know you’re having stomach ache or just a simple dizzy,
and I can’t even help to ‘puk3′ your head to make you comfort and feel fine..
I hate that even the first-aid-kit box I gave you can be there,
and not meeeeeee…

Hate this! Hate this! Hate this!
I hate being in a long distance relationship!!

Don’t tell me that I am so selfish,
as I know I am..

Don’t tell me that it is not love,
as I hate these because I love you so much.. 

 

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Knowing that I can do nothing about it,
I will just sit and wait here,
until your next coming home..
But please.., hurry-up..!

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